On the first day of this new decade, I have some thoughts to pen down. In the order of appearence in my life, my love(d) ones..you guys are all part of me and those whom shaped me to who I am today.

FAMILY.
The basic unit of everything. Mom, Dad, Korkors, Da-sao. Always there, always care. Dad and Mom, I am a pampered kid of yours. Not exactly the perfect daughter, but you guys are the perfect parents. Supporting me thru this costly decision I've made in 2010. You guys supported me despite not fully comprehending the reasons for the decision. Both of you trusted me fully with my abilities to take good care of myself. Always trying your best to give us the best without asking for anything in return.


MY LOVELY GFs - CLIQUE.
An awesome group of girls whom I met in the SWISS community. A group of unique individuals who came together and made one another's lives more beautiful. The group of girls who grew up with me, who gave me the most influence. We are not related by any blood ties. It was fate that brought us together. We have different ways of leading our lives, goals, aspirations and personalities, but it was these differences which made us pieced together like many little puzzle pieces into a beautiful potrait.



MEHMEH.
You know who you are. We were both still young and we could't handle relationships properly. you gave me love, but you just weren't the one. But the one thing which I learnt from you -fairytales do not exists in reality.



HK.
Your love was unconditional. You helped me in every way you could. You pampered me to the extend that you spoit me. You gave in to everything in order not to hurt me. I've let you down. I destroyed our dreams and our future. I loved you, but I hurted you deeply in the end. I couldn't face you since then, I even have difficulties looking at your picture. I always want to find out whether you are doing well to make myself feel better, after causing those damages. I'm sorry.



PeeJay - The "LADIES".
Yes, you are included in us, this group of ladies. We do crazy things together: Wrting notes to one another in class when we are just one seat apart. Going for half hour toilet breaks during GP classes. Always try to clear our bowels together. Stalking eye candies in school. Graduation still seems so yesterday..awesome days we had in peejay.



PP.
Your love was too much for me. The short relationship we had make me realise that we are really not meant to be. The scene of that faithful day still flashes through my mind once in a while. I could still feel your anger. Hope everything's well for you.



AURUM.
A crazy bunch of people whom made me succumb to alcoholism. Kinda like to hang out with them as we always do crazy things that are out of the box. A very fun bunch to be with, not to mention that we always get together to play badminton, which is like the second love of my life.



SIMPSONS.
First batch of friends in NTU. They made the Orientation so enjoyable and fun! Especially the Simpsons seniors who guided us along the way. Attending classes with them made the mundane lectures/tutorials more interesting.



PROJECT INSPIRON II TEAM.
A meaningful OCIP in Cambodia. An experience of a lifetime. A bunch of nice people met during the trip. What more could I ask for?



CERES.
First time attending a camp as a GL and I met this group of interesting freshies. Ceres seniors are awesomest!



Sam.
A very special someone whom I had a pretty bad first impression of. Funny how twisted things became. Your confidence attracted me to you like bees to honey. Things always turn out well with you around... I hope we could spend the rest of our lives together appreciating the presence of each other..

Happy 2011!:)



Ever since exams are over, I've been leading a carefree lifestyle. Sleeping at wee hours, and waking up just in time for brunch. Drowning myself in drama series and the all-so-boring Facebook. I'm getting kinda sick of it. Ocassional trips to school for YEP/FOC meeting. Blood-boiling sessions with adorable-cum-annoying tuition kids. Sweat-shedding weekend Badminton matches. Never-tired-of-it gathering trips.

Just signed treaty of peace with Mama after 2 weeks of cold war. This made me very firm on my decision to shift to hall(if possible) next sem..(friends please help!!!) Never sure of when Mama's menstrual cycle/menopause will endanger family peace, so prevention is beter than cure.

I would describe the current situation of my relationship with Samuel to a rollar-coaster ride(Family coaster). The usually high and lows, but not those horrifying kind to make us scream and yell over. It's probably human nature I guess, to get sick of people when interaction frequents(however attractive he/she is). And the tendency of prioritising surface when equally important agents comes into the picture. Changes are unavoidable, and honeymoon periods will definitely come to an end. Right sweetie? Whoever that says distance is not a problem, apparently it is. 26.3km is definitely too much for us to take...

No pictures avaliable as poor girl, KhaiTing is still saving for her IXUS. Any kind souls?



After so long, I finally have the time to update this page of mine. Unfortunately, with a bad news..PuiPui left us yesterday at approximately 1600 hr. The sadest thing is, I didn't even accompany him through the last few hours of his life. I am so sorry. Everyone at home misses you...I still remember how you love fell asleep on our palms, how you lean back against your cage to enjoy your food, how you pick out the food you stored in your mouth to eat when you are not fully awake. I love how tamed you are, never once bitten us when we grab you. Even skinny misses you so much that e had been listless since the day youleft. I am sorry to have made you suffered, to not have given you enough love. Rest well my dearest baby...






Life been busy, I dun have the luxury of writing a really long post, just a quick one. Assignments, projects, tests are all swamping in, but I am still taking things slowly, giving all my attention to tests, and was very alarmed when I realised that deadlines are swamping in. And have I mentioned that I have yet to do my tutorials? Grrr...!!!

In the midst of all these academic chores, I am so glad that I have strong urge to fly to school everyday! Boyfriend's cuteness is so irresistable! We enjoy entertaining each other with our silliness. I love his company! I am so madly in love with him.

Anyway, here's the man, whom actually loves every flaws of mine.





I'm not a teen anymore..sobs:C

Lucky-Jason Mraz, Colbie Caillat

Not forgetting this really nice song performed to us by Idec, Cai Ning, Pei Yi. I have repeated it for like n times since just now. haha.

Lucky that I'm in love with my best fren...you make it easier when life gets hard...

Labels: it's official

ilovetowhine.

How I used to think that whining was sickening and annoying, I realise that I love it so much. I have lots of things to complain at the moment. Just bear with me for a moment. Caution: Vulgarities involved..

1. Shitty connection is No. 1 on the list, you are the one who starting the pissing me off.
2. Screwed up ****** follow. Yes I am to blame for it, but so? I am the Queen of Algeria, so whatever I say is always right! Go back and face your filty toiletbowl to reflect.
3. I hate it when period is around the corner. I hate to be emotional. I hate it when you do not understand. I hate it when you start rubbing it in. I hate it when you start saying things which I do not want to hear. I hate you, you need to reflect too.
4. I have a quiz next week but here I am, thinking of how to blog, to let you feel my frustrations.
5. I hate school because i have to wake up at 630 almost everyday..feels so PeeJay...MAJOR HATE!
6. I hate it when we only have 48 hours of weekend and WTF? 120 hours of weekdays?!?!
7. I hate C++ Programming and I have to do it again tmr?!!? Fuck it.
8. I hate myself, period. Can I stop being so dependent?

ilovetocomplain.

The only good thing that is going to happen this week is that I am meeting my girls later. I am so thankful for that.

Labels: goodbye 2009

This Christmas, I...

1. Went to Birthday Party/Celebration.
2. Went to a sleepover.
3. Cycled till my butt went numb and my knees got sore.
4. Had gatherings with my loved ones.
5. Took part in ISG.
6. Met Santa, and grabbed some lovely gifts from him.
7. Overspent.
8. Neglected my hamhams:C.
9. Caught some great movies.
10. Am so lack of sleep.

I love Christmas 2009!



Hello ppl! Dun blame me for the cobwebs around like-toysoldier. Who would have the time to update after 2 weeks of mugging? I am busy enjoying liberty and having fun!

During the first week of December, I was stationed at Changi Airport for 2 days volunteering for YOG Friendship Camp. Basically, my job is to fetch youth sportsmen from the transit area to their transportation. This was taken during day 2, and they are from Eygpt, Algeria and Burundi(some state in Africa). Mind you, they are all younger than me, aged 14-17, but they are all taller than me...:C:C:C. I felt like a dwarf...LOL. It was an eye-opening experiencing meeting people from other countries, such as France, Morroco, Maldives, etc. and communicating with them. I am so gonna take up french next year...it is such an important language..

Labels: Enjoying these moments of freedom...

Now that the 101009 Trio-tests are over, I am back here for some updates. MAS110 assignment 1 had been submitted, I have to give all the credits to Sam, who had been guiding me thru both problem 1&2. Imagine understanding and feeling blur at the same time...It was sucidal, and Sam nearly died explaining the problems to me, again. Just when I was glad that life could get a little easier for me, I realised that HP805 Human Resource test is coming up next week, and MB103 Marketing presentation 3 is arriving real soon too. Thank goodness Monday is a holiday, we must always be thankful that we have different races in Singapore for that..(Jk, jk). On a happier note, I was offered to be a GL in the upcoming FOC 10/11...YAY! I can't wait for that:D:D:D

tkt's weekend will be filled with burfday celebrations...so eggciting!

Feeling horrible? I'm sorry...

Labels: Sorry...no peektures.